all in

Darling friends,

I have to remind myself that in terms of the relationship I have with myself--I'm all in for life.  Which is why even though this new Lifehouse song, that I love, speaks of a relationship between two people.  I see it as a relationship with myself too.   Because. . . 


There's no way I'm giving up this time.
I have to remember who I am without giving in to who I think someone wants me to be.


There's nothing left to hide, I'm falling harder than last time.  
I have to remember that even when I'm falling hard, letting my hands off the handlebars maybe really dangerous.  I have to pause. 


Even if I lose the game, I'm all in.  
I'm with myself always... when I win...when I lose.  I'm with me for life.  So, I should sure as hell love myself.


I have to remember who I am.  Pause.  I have to be careful not to lose myself again. 





Love Always,

music moves me

My Dearest Friends,


When I was younger, I used to play the flute and piccolo in band.  My conductor used to explain to us how music moves... it opens up and uses every section of your brain, which is often why students do better in school listening to music, it improves focus, and most especially creativity.  Nearly every time I write I listen to music--it is a beautiful muse.


On the way home from my sister's apartment I heard a song, for the second time, that moves my spirits.  Not, because it's some gorgeous symphony, in fact the music is very digital.  However, the lyrics are so uplifting to the feet, it made me want to get out of my car and go for a run or dance in the middle of the street!!! 

I throw my hands up 

in the air sometimes

sayin ayo!  gotta let go!

I wanna celebrate and live my 

l  i  f  e 

sayin ayo! baby let's go!

cuz we gonna rock this club

we gonna go all night!

                                                         

we gonna 

light it up like

it's 

d y n a m i t e ! 

C E L E B R A T E 

L I F E !

all music moves me. .  . 

. . . does it move you?

Love Always,